Monday, February 18, 2008

A bit of reading today...

I was on the road for work today and snuck moments to read this book

and it was nice to read about others... some were amazingly similar stories to mine, others were way more intense that what I am going through.  It was a quick read.  I really understood one woman's frustration with people saying 'the doctor's are wrong, of course you'll have babies. '  I too find people giving me false, crazy hopeful statments like that very frustrating.  I don't want to convince them that this is true.  Its hard enough to convince myself that this invisible thing is true.    Eventually I'll be fine with it, but then and now I really don't need people to attempt to help by trying to convince me that all of this is some horrible mix-up that will go away if I just ignore the only doctors who actually sound like truth-tellers.

I spent too many years trying to find out this truth, please please let me at least celebrate the fact that I finally now know what is happening --- even if I am not exactly thrilled with the news.  

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